So... an outsider may be tempted to ask, "Why would someone want to inflate like a balloon until he explodes? Does he have a death wish? Is he a suicide bomber?"

And I would be tempted to answer, "Fool! You're a fool for not knowing this!"

No, I'm kidding. Legitimate question. Let me explain by example...

Let's say you could have sex with 100 people of your choice over the period of, say, 50 weeks. BUT... at the end of which time, you'd be struck dead immediately. Would you do it? Keep in mind: 100 people, absolutely ANYONE, at ANY time in their lives. Wanna bang Cheryl Tiegs when it meant something? Or your high school crush before she hatched seven eggs? Done. But then, so are you.

See, I'd do it. My reasoning is: We're all gonna check out someday, so would it be worth it to punch your card early if you had a once-in-a-lifetime offer to go out in the most pleasurable way possible? In my mind, yes. (Besides, how else would I be able to score with Marion Raven? I mean, s**t, for Her alone, that offer would be worth it.)

Anyway, for me, getting popped by a hot chick is how I wanna go. (Preferably by Marion, but I got a long, long list of alternates.) It's best described, I suppose, as a dominance thing--being in her total control, having absolute power over me, and in the most humiliating fashion I can conceive. That's the best way I can explain this to someone outside the inflation community. Most of you reading this already know where I'm coming from, but I hope it sheds light on this fetish for those of you who are just peaking in.